Hey Guys,

Haven't been on here for years (feels like it anyways.) Not much has been happening, everything is so busy though.

Christmas has really caught up on us. It's quite scary. Shit. I'm almost about to start Year 12 - my final year. I made Rochester House (My House) Captain for next year. It's going to be a challenge, but it's what I wanted. I'm excited.

I'M SO PROUD OF DWAYNE! OP 6! So so proud...

I'm looking forward to Christmas. I love spending time with my extended family. My auntie is pregnant, so I'm looking forward to seeing her. I haven't seen her for ages, so Monday is going to be a good day. Very excited.

That's about it. I'm spending Christmas with Dwayne, and then with the rest of my family. It's going to be fun.

Merry Christmas my friends.
*me and him forever*

Current Location: My House
How I'm Feeling: excited
What Song's In My Head: Fergalicious - Fergie

I'm one of the Eight Leaders for next year. I'm so excited. I'm unbelievably surprised too.

Yay. 2007, here I come.

The plans for next year are fast approaching. So is my excitement. Schoolies has never looked so good.
The prospect is:
In return of learning the French language and history, Melissa and I get to...

Have our own apartment
We stay for a month
We have a fantastic time
We eat French food
We bask in French culture

I'm excited. Very very excited. 

I love Dwayne. Enough said.
*me and him forever*

Current Location: Dreaming about France
How I'm Feeling: dreamy
What Song's In My Head: Jump - Madonna

Yep, it's true. I offically love Jodi Picoult's books. I've read 4 of her 13 and I want to read them all.

Just thought I would let you guys know.

Read them.

*me and him forever*

I'm so sick of seeing all these skinny ass models in magazines. What happened to real eating? Real women? These seem to be non-existent. This pisses me off.

*Glowing skin**Sexy make-up**Party hair**Fake tans* - Just a few headlines that I'm staring at in a Madison magazine. It's shameful. Women are becoming skinner, and yes, I have to admit, there have been times in which I've wanted to be skinner (I still want to), but of late, Media have been reporting on the Size 0 women. It's disgusting.

Life is what YOU make of it. Why waste it all trying to be something that you aren't? I haven't lived as many years as some other people have, but that I know for sure. When I see pretty girls on the street now, I don't wish to be like them. Most of the pretty people I know are shallow and have ugly personalities. Yes, I can admit that I'm pretty, but I'm dull compared to some of the people I know. And you know what, that doesn't bother me. Because I'm a real person, with a real personality, and I have real friends.

I'm so over shallow people. That's my rant for today. I'm staying home today because I have a bad case of PMS. Hence why I went on here and let it go. Add a comment if you feel you should.

I feel better now. :)

*me and him forever*

Current Location: Ranting on the Streets
How I'm Feeling: bitchy
What Song's In My Head: Opportunities - Pet Shop Boys

Hey Guys,
It's been a while. Not much happening in Natalie land. 

Camp was awesome. I made heaps of new friends and found out some amazing things about people. I really had the best time. High ropes was really tough - I did the first element and wanted out. My fear overcame me. Mountain walk took longer than 4 hours - we left at 5am - It was the best thing we could have done.

Leadership speeches begin tomorrow. So nervous. My leadership interview went okay. I'm really stressed out about the voting process. We vote and then get a letter from the school posted to our house telling us whether we are one of the eight leaders. Holy Shit. So scared. 

I want to be a leader so bad I can taste it. Tastes like chicken. :P

I had a dancing carnival yesterday. I had the best time. Man I love dancing. Makes me so happy. It's funny, when I had my leadership interview, one of the teachers was on camp with us. We were talking about my dancing etc, and he started laughing and was talking about how at camp, he was watching me dance. He told me that whenever there was music, I just started dancing. Shame. Funny though.

God..almost the end of year 11. I have about 4 weeks left (including block). This week is Dwayne's last week before block. Oh god this is so scary!

Quite frankly, I'm excited about everything. I've laughed so much and so hard lately, that I'm so much more happier. Damn...I love life.

*me and him forever*

Current Location: Dreaming
How I'm Feeling: delighted

Hey Homies.

In a surprisingly good mood today. I'm crazy happy. I think dancing makes me feel better. Happy happy Joy joy. I have a Ren and Stimpy shirt from 10 years ago. It is my bedtime shirt. I love it.

CAMP ON WEDNESDAY! SO EXCITED! I'm really looking forward to it. Woot! Not so much looking forward to High Ropes.....I hate heights. Gah! I will post later whether I actually conquered my fear. I pray I do....

Yeah...good mood at the moment. POST COMMENTS MY FRIENDS! OH YES! POST! *Uses hypnotic powers*

In such a haste yesterday, I forgot my *me and him forver* signoff. So I shall post it twice to ensure it!

Adios Friends! MAKE ME SMILE!

*me and him forever* x 2

Current Location: Eating Meatloaf
How I'm Feeling: happy
What Song's In My Head: Maniac - Flashdance Soundtrack

I'm a little pissed.....hmmm.
Last night at Nadine's house was really fun. I like dancing. I like dancing with people I like. :) Dione and I were Hot. With a capital H. :)

Man...I'm pissed off. Grrrr....

Current Location: Dancing
How I'm Feeling: pissed off
What Song's In My Head: In The Air Tonight - Phil Collins

*READER WARNING*
If you do not want to read a negative post, please DO NOT read ahead.

God I was glad to let it all out.
I was glad that I screamed "That's Enough" at 12.00 in the morning.
I was glad I told them that I was "Fucking sick of this shit."
I was glad I threatened to pack my bags and call a cab.
I was glad this happened.
Because things would be alot worse if I didn't say it.

I hate how they don't listen.
I hate how they are always at each other's throats.
I hate how it's always the same bloody thing.
I hate how I had to step in and be the bigger person and tell them to grow up.

I'm so glad Melissa wasn't here last night to witness it. It broke Mum's heart enough for me to be there, I can just imagine if both of us were. I know that I am the stronger one when it comes to these things. 

I found out alot of things about Mum that I didn't know. I'm glad for that. As much as she is my mother, I've always wondered what happened before she met Dad, what's going on in her life. I trust my Mum enough to tell her anything, and so I would like it to go the same way.
No comment on Rob. I'm so over any family relationship I may have had with him. Negative thoughts.

I miss Dwayne. I can't wait to see him tonight. I just need to talk to him.

That's enough negative talk. It feels good to let the words flow on the page.

*me and him forever*

How I'm Feeling: sad
What Song's In My Head: Traces (Light and Weight) - Enigma

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...
7. ROCK LIFE. DONT PAPER OR SCISSOR IT.

Opening Credits: 
Get Your Shine On - Jesse McCartney
Waking Up:
Get Over You - Sophie Ellis Bextor
First Day At School:
Captain Jack (Extended Remix) - DDR
Falling In Love:
Danger! High Voltage! - Electric Six (How Appropriate!)
Fight Song:
In The Summertime - Thirsty Merc
Breaking Up:
Get Together - Madonna (HOW APPROPRIATE!)
Formal:
Feel Good Inc. - Gorillaz
Life's OK:
Sandstorm (Jan Driver Remix) - Darude
Mental Breakdown:
Feels Just Like It Should - Jamiroquai
Driving:
I Miss You - Blink 182
Flashback:
Ya Mama - Fatboy Slim
Getting Back Together:
If I Hit - 112
Wedding:
Everything I'm Not - The Veronicas
Birth of Child:
David - Gus Gus (I F-ING LOVE THIS SONG)
Final Battle:
You Don't Know Me - Armand Van Helden
Death Scene:
Just Fuck - Tom Novy
Funeral Song:
Lose My Breath - Destiny's Child
End Credits:
Confusion - New Order

That was fun! Don't forget my poll! (Previous Entry!)

Current Location: Living My Musical
How I'm Feeling: cheerful
What Song's In My Head: My Love Is Always There - Saffron Hill